I'm not ready.

1. Exam practice:
   24/7/08 - El P2
   25/7/08 - Mt P2
   28/7/08 - SS and POA
   29/7/08 - Emath P1 and History
   30/7/08 - Physics and Fnn coursework
   31/7/08 - Chemistry
   
2. Fnn coursework - 31/7/08
3. Prelim exam
4. O'S - 89 days

有得也有失，可是我总觉得我失去的比我得的还要多…

Had received choir photos on cultural nite from Farhana today.
Gonna upload at choir blog later on.
(:



Had Sakae Sushi on Wednesday w/ 口愛口愛 ! after Physics practical.
Noticed that most waitress are Filipino
Therefore, i conclude that they are also having Philippine exchange like what our school does.
Hahaha.



Had Kobayashi on Thursday.
Saw Pan Shun Qing at Daiso.



Four-six peeps are really cute la.
They have lots of comments on this Bring $1 on Mon for T-cher's day gift ! on Friday.
Honestly speaking i don't feel like contributing too.
Hehe.



Click to enlarge.



Cute caterpillar drawn by T.
Heh.



Hopefully these will keep me happy for a day or so.
Ordered Pizza Hut - Starzbites Cheesy Extreme for dinner.
The cheese is really nice.
(:

My cellphone is so-gonna-die.
It kept went blank.
Gaaaah.




Take me away, a secret place.

I love u, T.




Happy Birthday songs dedicated to T !

English version,



Chinese version,



Turkish version,



Japanese version,



Korean version,

Have been on the web call w/ 口愛口愛 ! these few days.
And, 口愛 got the fourth position for Merry Christmas.
Bravo 口愛 !

Merry Christmas Get loads of presents.

Play this free game now!!

Ignore my name, haha.
口愛's, abcKOAI.




However, she used some despicable methods so to get in that position.
Hehe.

Didn't go for tuition.
Thus, did some cleaning.
Now my computer desk area is super clean !
Dust-free, wires aren't tangled.
My room is almost ready except for my shelf !
Heh.


It's just becos' i'd looked forward to.

Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone.

***

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have a changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones. (Evil laughters)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I adore bright colours. (Pink!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (Double bold)
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

***

Let nature take it's course.

Went for cultural nite.
Met Lien Ching and Ya Xin.

I suck in the photos.
I couldn't smile.
Maybe the photo at the bottom right is the best smile.
:(((



While i'm on my way to the bus stop, there were malay guys at the corridor teasing me.
They woo-ed and sang.
"Oh oh oh oh oh oh, run away from home" -0-!
I ignored.



Dined at Kobayashi.
Saw Madeline and Jonathon there too.
While making our way to the train station at the traffic road, a baby trolley hurt Ya Xin's ankle then i went to hold her.
However, my shawl dropped and Ya Xin picked up for me.
Lien Ching and i was actually quite frightened as it was red lights and the cars was like gonna-charge-anytime.
Haha.

The performance was ok.
I actually wanted not to go for cultural nite cos' of a reason.
However, i still went for choir and some other reasons.
Still, i wasn't in a good mood so i was kinda distracted.

Choir performance with the Philippines' singers was item 08.
They were good.
How much i missed them.

Went to meet choir after cultural nite.
Talked, took photos and bla.
Then, Mrs Choo knew we're going home, so both Ms Tay and Mrs Choo told us to "long pang" choir bus home instead.
Reached home around 11.
Haha.

Talked alot with Ms Tay on the bus.
She asked, if she were to ask us to perform for cultural nite, will we agree to it.
Actually, she should have asked.
Whatevah.
Heard choir had been practising real hard.
Claps for them.
(:

I'm still feelin' dejected.
I don't know what to do.
I feel so torn.

:(((

I thought i can win.
But, i've lost.


Lost to you.

But you said, it's just me and you.


Why am i so naive?
Why did i trust you?
Why am i vulnerable to you?

This is how you break me.
And, you didn't sense a single thing.

I asked myself, who are me to you.
The answer was friend.
Yes, you're just an ordinary friend to me.
So am i is just an ordinary friend to you.

I'm fine, i'm still very fine.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Fuck you.
I really hate you.

Wtf.
I waited from morning till now.
In the end this is what i got from you.
Bullshit.

I hate you.

HI-YA !
K, i'm going to trim my fringe tomorrow.
I'm worried that it will look weird as i'm going for cultural nite and i don't wanna look stupid.

And, i'm feelin' worried
1. I'm worried...
2. I'm worried...
3. I'm worried...
4. I'm worried...
5. I'm worried...
.
.
.
100. I'm worried that i'm worried.

My class haven't been attending chemistry lesson since weeks ago, as Ms Chew has had her maternity break already.
So.. the vice principal is gonna be our chemistry teacher.
Haha, how cool right.


103 days to o's.

P/s: Happy b'day to Celeste Ho Yi Wen.

I'm feelin' super excited now.
I don't know why either, or maybe i didn't wanna mention it here.
Haha.

However, i'm somewhat depress over some matters too.
I feel hatred in me.
I really loathe this feeling
and i hope this feeling will stop.
I shall stop thinking too much otherwise i'll get hurt.

I wanna sleep, but i'm stuck on that shit.
And, my motivation level is darn low now.
But, who can i blame for not doing it during weekends and youth day.

Fnn = knn

Whatevah it is, i gotta submit to my fate.
Wish me luck in getting up on time for school later on !
Ciao !

I ♥ choir.

I've decided, i'll be going for cultural nite.
And, i've bought the ticket.
I'm gonna give my utmost support to Choir.

I believe they are gonna made us, seniors proud.
(:

I ♥ my gladiator sandal.
Hehe.


忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞

Chick Flick It's too soon to leave the nest, but tell that to adventurous chicks.

Play this free game now!!

Played this with mom and i got super high la.
We're @ level 5, haha.


Fallin' head over heels.
♥♥♥

Dolphin pitches !



Vitas - Opera No.2



Super high pitch @ 2:50



Taiwan's Vitas, haha


Watched The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show on Friday's night.
All the models are tall and have slender legs.
* Envy *
Haha.

Yaaay.
It's Friday !
And, Monday is a holiday.

I can sleep longer already.
I've been sleeping at 1 every night.
And, i'm almost late for school today.
Woke up at 0732 and reached school at 0736, which i think it's very amazing.
Madeline was like telling me to run cos' the gate was closing.
Then, Mr Gabriel saw me running like a dog and he opened the gate.
Heh.

Had many free periods nowadays so i just have to plug in my ear piece
and have a very nice sleep with my babi next to me.
Haha.

Attended the ev session just now which i tried to escape twice but failed.
I did not speak anything for that 1 hour whereas the rest at least talked.
Hahaha.

Had a floorball match yesterday during PE.
We were grouped malays w/ malays, chinese w/ chinese.
Kinda racist.
That babi very clever lor, still can text during the match and standing
right in the middle of our court somemore.
I think the game is quite rowdy, i got hit like four times?
._.

Yes, had measure our height and weight last week.
Guess what?
I've grown taller by 0.5 cm only.
And, i've gained weight.
Hehe.

I want 4 more kg !

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用

Masked & concealed

You hurt him.
You broke him.
You loved him.
You toyed him.
You fooled him.
You framed him.
You cheated him.
You angered him.
You troubled him.
You screwed him.
You neglected him.
You lied to him.

Like a porcelain doll.

Like a balloon, pop! and there it go.

You maligned her.
You slandered her.
You bitched her.
You accused her.
You threatened her.
You controlled her.
You won her.
You mocked her.
You disgusted her.
You hated her.
You brought her down.

You slapped her.

我的宝贝 （：

Filled w/ disdain

F. There's a limit to one's patience.
Fagot, you've crossed the line.

An autocratic behavior you own.
Dominating and tyranzing is your favorite pastime i presume.
Not every people around you will do as you bid.
Continue with your cockiness and i'll see how you'll fall badly.

I know you put 10 paddings to push up your bosom.
Laughs.

What a wannabe.
Aha, just a bitch.

Shallow peoples.