I'd rather be Mute, than to speak to you.

People said I'm becoming autistic.
I hate being with human beings at times, they're the most malicious creature on earth.
Well, I'd rather shut myself from the world than to get hurt.
The lesser the time spent together, the lesser the friction caused.

I think I'm a weak person.
I can't even pick myself from where I fell, I refused a change.
How can I get back the fighting spirit that I used to have back then?