i guess i won't be able to sleep tonight with millions of
uncertainty whirling in my mind...

i am extremly worried for my promotion to sec4e.
the promotion criteria will be a pass in english language and 2 other subjects, should be?
my results have been slacking down tremendously since this year.
i truly don't wish to retain/drop.

why can't you sacrifice for me?
spare time for me. care for me. understand me.

human's heart is always unfathomable or perhaps they're just fickle-minded.