Agatha's

2010-11-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

Shifted

2010-03-25T05:52:00.002+08:00

New blog @ http://tommygirl.onsugar.com/

2009-09-14T00:12:00.014+08:00

I think I don't need to explain, so I've deleted the words.

2009-09-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

How indignant I felt...
Why'd I even got into that shit when we don't even know each other well?
And being the innocent party which just happened to know of the situation unexpectedly got implicated. Yeah, I got discribed like a fish monger.. By you, with no concrete evidence. Just becos' you were in a foul mood, you could rave like a mad woman? Talk without some sense? Just becos' your EQ is low, you complicate matters with innocent people and made us suffer with you? Don't you find yourself being unreasonable, selfish and idiotic? So what if I know, we know?Or are you just being afraid of me? It seemed like you don't have any confidence with yourself when compared with me. Is that becos' when your low self esteem pricks you, you felt like a loser and act like one? I'm telling you this now, nobody owes you a living, don't you go around scolding people like the world owes you.

Live your life.
I'm not stating names here becos' I am giving face to my friend, little miss paranoid.

2009-08-26T14:31:00.001+08:00

I'd rather be Mute, than to speak to you.

2009-08-25T20:54:00.005+08:00

People said I'm becoming autistic.
I hate being with human beings at times, they're the most malicious creature on earth.
Well, I'd rather shut myself from the world than to get hurt.
The lesser the time spent together, the lesser the friction caused.

I think I'm a weak person.
I can't even pick myself from where I fell, I refused a change.
How can I get back the fighting spirit that I used to have back then?

2009-07-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

I've activated my facebook account, so please add me!
Do add me in my new msn account too!
Email: Greygrey@live.com.sg

Fave

2009-05-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Personality Quiz

2009-04-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

It's Monday tomorrow.
Boring......
School suck.

I did a Personality Quiz yesterday.
Madeline did this during her class and gave me the link for me to do it.
Well, the results are as per shown below.

Extroverted (E) 50% Introverted (I) 50%
Sensing (S) 54.05% Intuitive (N) 45.95%
Feeling (F) 58.97% Thinking (T) 41.03%
Perceiving (P) 52.63% Judging (J) 47.37%

ESFP - "Entertainer".
Radiates attractive warmth and optimism.
Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with.
Very generous. 8.5% of the total population.

Madeline agrees with that and said it's very true.
I'd definitely agree with the statement, Entertainer.
She is a Persuader, which I think it's very true too!
Haha.

Singapore Youth Festival

2009-04-21T12:00:00.010+08:00

Do take note, this wasn't post on the actual day.
Posted on 26th April 2009.

Attended the Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging for Choir.
Well, the main purpose of being present for that event is to support my juniors, Regent Choir!
You don't know that I was extremely nervous and excited for them as tho I was participating to the extent that I prayed!

I went with this tiny girl, Syafiqa.
We went there by the catered bus with the Choir.

I was so touched to the fact that there were tears welling in my eyes when I was witnessing my juniors singing for the competition!
They had a tremendous improvement.
They were awesome, I swear!!

Followed by Regent Choir, it was the Choir from Singapore Chinese Girls School.
They were impressive! I was stunned and was pretty engrossed in theirs.

Guess what?!
When the results was announced, we literally jumped off from our seats and cheered.
Congratulations to Regent Choir that had attained a SILVER award!
This was the 3rd attempt that Regent Choir joined SYF.
It is really delightful, from bronze, cop then silver.
I'm so proud of them.
(-:

P/s: The conductor's backview is absolute stunning!
Hahahaha.......

Flagday

2009-04-18T00:00:00.004+08:00

Do take note, this wasn't post on the actual day.
Posted on 26th April 2009.

Had flagday on this very precious Saturday for a normal school student.
I was reluctant to go initially as I was effing worn out after the trip to SAM yesterday.

Our class venue's at Choa Chu Kang area.
Bused with classmates and had our breakfast at MacDonald's.

Aftermath, went around to ask for donation.
I can still remember that there's this teenage guy, approximately my age, approached me to donate and asked for my number.
FYI, I didn't gave him.
Guo Jiao said I should ask him to donate more money first.
I think that's a brilliant idea, but.. he left.

Anyway, today is a fruitful day.
I get to interact with people who are kind and ungracious.

I met Venessa again! Hahaha.

Singapore Art Museum

2009-04-17T12:00:00.001+08:00

Do take note, this wasn't post on the actual day.
Posted on 25th April 2009.

I read from a magazine that there is a free admission to SAM on every Friday evening.
Thus, I asked T out as I knew that she'd be interested.
Indeed, she was keen for the trip! Ha.

FIY, the admission cost only 4 bucks for students on any other normal days.
(-:

We headed to Town first and did some shopping as I requested.
Saw Venessa with her boyfriend after we had our lunch cum dinner!
We didn't realised we were in the same store after quite some time...

Visited the SAM and left shortly as it was closing.
We had a hard time getting there.
The weather was atrocious, I really experience global warming...
Slack around and went to have 2 matches of pool.
I lost the game to her for both matches and coincidently 2 balls for both.
I'mma noob at that game.

Please..

2009-04-02T21:32:00.005+08:00

get those shits outta my life.
Felt so irritated and I choose to ignore.
Really really hate life now.
It suck.

It really does suck to stuck in between of no where, hell.
I need more determination to move on..
And put down my ego to survive.

Overdue

2009-03-30T00:19:00.006+08:00

These photos were taken on 13th March 2009, I know it's like half a month ago.
Yeah, T and I went town, shopped around.
Settled down at ThaiExpress for our lunch cum dinner.
There was this middle aged waitress, she wanted to take our photos.
She mentioned T resembles like her cousin from Philippines, ha.
And she's gonna put the photo on Friendster for her cousin to see.
Which we doubt so, as if it is that matter, she should be the one who is taking the photo with T and not me.
Moreover the phone she used taking our photos aren't hers.
T suspect that it's just some staffs inside who wanted our photo.
She actually did not save the photo and we had to take the second time, ha.

Aftermath, we went to hmv music store.
Saw some headphones that are really chic!
Maybe shall get 1 of em' home soon as 1 side of my earpiece is spoilt!
I also wanna get speakers for my computer.

Confessions of a Shopaholic

2009-03-24T21:44:00.001+08:00

Yeap, featuring in theatres in 2 days time!
Who'd wanna catch it with me?

Baking with Madeline

2009-03-16T00:25:00.004+08:00

Went to Madeline's place to bake on Thursday.
I had also brought along sis's big baking recipe book to her place.
We then chose 2 recipes out of the big book.
Firstly, we baked Sablé.

Mould them into little hearts.

Fresh from oven.

After sprinkling some castor sugar, it's done!

And lastly, our Brownie Buttons.

Nicely coated with Dars white chocolate.

Let it cool awhile.

Refrigerate the buttons to set the glaze.

Ta da! Final production.

2009-03-10T00:01:00.011+08:00

如果没有

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手…

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Here's a convo between 口爱o口爱 and me,

Agatha: Love's just an illusion.
Mei Yan: Love's not an illusion, it's just showing affection.
Agatha: It's a highly dependency disorder of weak hearted people.
Mei Yan: It's their only source of happiness.
Agatha: People with strong hearts believe in FLIRTING :-b

AHAHAHA!

I like.

Heart shaped jelly beans.

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Yeap, holiday's coming in a week time!
I'm so gonna be busy!
I wanna go shopping!
I wanna go swimming!
I wanna go ice skating!
I wanna go laser quest!
I wanna go eat frogs with 口爱!
I wanna go prefect camp! Ha.

Yeah, prefect camp with my batch mates.
I miss all of them terribly much.
I wanna see em' now!

FYI, i'm an ex prefect.
-_-"

I know many would judge from my looks that i'm more of ah lian than a prefect.
It's very dispiriting. How can they catergories me in sucha low class association?
Right, pork? Ha.

**********

I want hershey's cookies 'n' créme candy bar!
I want hershey's cookies 'n' créme candy bar!
I want hershey's cookies 'n' créme candy bar!

2009-03-07T03:05:00.000+08:00

让我许个愿

我本以为获得
自由了，内心却不
知为何会产生一种
从未有过的失落…

2009-02-25T21:55:00.004+08:00

Jelly making on Thursday with Sanly (-:
This was our first attempt.

Blur Sanly + Lazy Agi = CMI

It was all becos' we separated the jelly mixture into half..
Sanly was doing the calculation, then 65 ml of waters is like so less lah!
So i kept asking her, hey! did you calculate wrongly?
Until she got so fed up and annoyed by me lah, hahaha.
So we added alittle more water and cook the mixture and veryvery soon the mixture gelatinate!
Can't even pour the mixture out lah.
Only until i seriously read the instructions, then i found out!
We mistaken 650 ml of waters as 65 ml of waters! Lol.

Yeah, before that..
Buddy came to fetch me after school yeah!
Went to Isaac's house and collected the volleyball.

Had our lunch while waiting for Kenneth came to find buddy.
Kenneth is ultra shy.

Anyway, thanks bud for lending me your volleyball yeah! (-:

**********

Yeah, i finally gotten the stuffs that i've ordered from F21 spree on Friday.
I spent at least hundred bucks on it.

Met Wee Sen, Benjamin and Sanly to purchase our bbq items!

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Theodoric, Wee Sen and Benjamin came to my house on Saturday morning to collect the bbq stuffs.
It was becos' we'll be having bbq that day.
And, this was not only convenient and it's to prevent me from being late!
This was what they planned lah, clever.
Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Went to meet the rest when i'm done.
We then hailed for two taxicab to East Coast Park.
I was on the cab with Benjamin, Ji An and Theodoric, a cab filled with lunatics lah!
Hahaha.
I've checked the weather forecast few weeks ago before booking the bbq pit.
It was raining on our way there, so.. we were still kind of worried.

However! It was sunny and scorching there lah!
We started to apply sunblock/suntan lotion when we reached.
Benjamin and I then realised our sunblock lotion was of the same brand while we're applying it. Then we were like, Eh.. Copy! Lol.

While waiting for the rest to reach/to buy the charcoals, we(Ferlicia, Sanly and me) fed the birds with popcorns.

Red, orange, yellow, green...
3 more colours to form a rainbow! (-:

1 satay p-l-e-a-s-e!

I know Theo won't stop thinking of something hot and pink lah, HAHA!

Hui En, Linda and me (-:

Ferlicia, Zhi Ting, Sanly and me (-:

With Hui En (-:

Zhi Ting (-:

Ferlicia (-:

Darling (-:

Samantha and Ferlicia (-:
(Sam die die also don't wanna take individual photo with me lor! Boo.)

Linda (-:

Wee Sen (-:

Bro (-:

Act fierce failed!

Nobody wanna eat the corn that i cooked lah, sad right?

But they ate the chicken wings that my mom and i marinated.
They are such an ass! Ha.

Just relax by the sea on the sand. Lol

SAY CHEESE!

Smooch

B.F.F!

Rock yo!

This ass was wearing my cap! Haha.

Yeah, we just lay on the beach and talk (-:

Enjoying his breeze

**********

"Agatha got kinda weird after the drink LOL n started takin photo here n there", taken from Wai Khee's blog.
Lmao!

Sorry people, i know you guys were waitin' for my pictures for days!
Grab em' now! (-:

Ps: Thanks Shou Xian for fixing my msn and gunbound today! 你好神哦! （：

2009-02-20T22:07:00.004+08:00

Forever 21's Antique Leather Cord Bracelet
$19

Forever 21's Vintage Concave Bar Bracelet
$19

Both fresh from spree!
Price nego.
Mail me if interested, appl3_dumpling@hotmail.com (-:

2009-02-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

你曾对我说…
也许上帝都给了我们每一个人的友谊一段‘时间’，让我们彼此在一起相处
当我们同在一起时，我们之间的时间会不停的流失
在一起越久，时间也渐渐的减少了
至到停止，到此，我们的友情也就结束了

2009-02-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA!
Malu.

Yeah, haven't been updating becos' i wasn't able to surf the net.
It was found that my modem was faulty.

K, i make my way to Plaza Sing on Friday with my mom.
I don't understand why must it be 21 years old and above to collect the modem lor.
So, troublesome.
I could have collected it by my own.
Alright, back to the point..

It was said if i were to use the points i accumulated to sign a home line, i must wait till March for an appointment for the modem to be fix at my house where i can easily fix it by plugging the wires in...
So i asked whether could it be earlier or maybe can they just give it to me and let me fix on my own..
The person was saying: ‘真正，不可以’
So, i said back to that person: ‘Then 有假假的啦？’
Then he replied no.
-_-"

He went to call his managers twice and the answers were still the same.
My face totally blackened lor.
Haha.

We went up to another outlet there to sign the home line.
Then that sales executive allowed me to have my modem !
I was like grinning widely.

My mom was saying to that man, "Why teenagers nowadays can't live without a computer?"
And that he said that, "Of cos', when you're young you also have the toy that you fancied right?"
I was at there nodding, haha.

Happily, we took a bus home.
I wanted to take a cab, but mom insisted on taking the bus.
AND... we took the wrong direction bus.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
We went all the way till the last stop and take another bus all the way back and to home.

I went home and found out that my old modem is functioning.
And i'm now still using my old modem.
Sounds stupid uh?

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K, enough of ranting.
Gotta study for tomo's test !

2009-02-06T23:04:00.006+08:00

我还在为你守侯
明明从来都没离开过
怎忘了还有我

2009-02-03T20:58:00.008+08:00

Mask that grins and lies
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile.
♥♥

2009-02-01T05:33:00.005+08:00

What is done in vain, truth is hard to swallow

Yo ! I'm still awake at this time.
Yeah, shall do some updates.
Went shopping with T yesterday, which was just now.

She was waitin' for me at the mall.
Her mom was askin' whether do i apply cosmetics.
T told her mom that i don't apply any.
Then she was like ??! then what took her so freaking long to come.
Lol.

K, i was especially late today.
Cos' i procrastinate.
Hehe.

Bakerzin

I think i looked weird in self shots lor.
Not natural enough i guess.

I bought a approx. 8 cm tall heels !
It's super chio and cheap.
But i think i'll be too tall if i wear it?
Hmm.

I lovelovelovelove this girl !

Yes yes, there's this man who was wearing in full suit pink kept staring at us from the station which we board till the station we alighting lor.
T took at video of him, he even smiled lor.
Shall upload it if i get it from her, ha.
She kept cursing at him lor.

I am feelin' moody these few days.
Partly becos'...
1. Items i want either oos or isn't sellin' in SG.
2. JAE posting results, can't get into the course that i wanted.
Sad !

Went to Imeem and it's all ali baba codes again lor.
Can't change my songsssss !
>:(

I'm just a little too not over you.

2009-01-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

Stop & Stare

Yeah, hit town with T yesterday.
SPLURGE !

Dined at USA

Yo !

Snail Chicken with Cheese

T's Honey Chicken

Side orders

Brownie

All the while i was stuffing the food inside my mouth.
I think it's right up to my throat, both of us was damn bloated.
And, i don't very like the food there.

Haven't shop enough yesterday.
I wanna shop tomorrow ! Yeah.
It will make me feel better, happier.

Chinese new year is approaching.
And yeah, my room is in a big mess.
So many clothings occupying the whole of my bed, all accessories hanging around my desk and books and paper bags lying on the floor.....
Gotta pack up tomo !
Like seriously.

I don't know how to describe my feelin' now.
It's just so screwed up.
_|_

2009-01-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

Back To Square One
I knew.

Yo ! I'm back to update.
Haven't been updating due to laziness, computer breakdown and internet connection errors.
And now, i'm gonna update for what has happened during these 20 days.
(:

1 January 2009
Had a family gathering to celebrate new year
cum grandmama's birthday.

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2 January 2009
Met Adeline宝贝 in the morning at six.
We haven't sleep yet, intend to send some friends to school.

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5 January 2009
Went bowling with Su Fei, Theodoric, Wen Wei and buddy.
Su Fei accompanied me there even though she hate public toilets.
(Love)

Aftermath, we had Laser Quest !
We had ultra much fun and were very drained.
Especially i didn't sleep for the previous night as i was afraid that i couldn't get up when they arranged to be so early lor.
Haha.

K, i was guilty.
Before the game, i was like telling Su Fei let's pair up.
I don't shoot you, you don't shoot me ok?

Ended up, i was the one who kept shooting her and she did not shoot me at all.
Laugh, and her score was even negative can.

I know Su Fei won't take it to heart right? Gees.

Let's meet up for Laser Quest again ok?
I miss all of you.

**********

8 January 2009

Went to Queensway shopping centre.
While we're in the Blue's shop or Yellow if i'm not wrong.
There's this man approached me and ask if i'm from NUS.
Then i replied no.
He said i looked alike one of his friend there.
Then he continued to ask me whether am i working or studying.
I replied working, as i thought he was trying to do some survey.
But when he asked me for my name and wanted to be friend with me, i started to sense something fishy.
I ignored him and he kept pestering me for my name.
At that point when he said his name was Peter, i almost laughed.
Like what an old fashioned name.
Then i said "Mary la" then T already scolded him and pulled me away.
He came chasing after us behind and saying "Your name is Mary ah? My name is Peter."
I was alittle frightened lor.

However we did manage to shook him off at a crowded place.
Anyway, i don't think i look that old like a NUS student lor.

Becos' of that pest, we decided to move on to another place.
Before we do so, we went to have our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at Hong Kong Cafe.
We then cabbed to Vivo City.

I hurried to the toilet when i got off the taxi as i felt like puking.
I don't know why.

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9 January 2009
Yeah, hit town with Kun Jing !
However before that, we went to school first to visit Choir for Cca Orientation.
It've been a long time since we met, like last year.
Few months ago.

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12 January 2009
Rocker yo !

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17 January 2009

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I've been tellin' people that i'll be waiting for a job to come knocking on my door.
And yeah, a job came knocking on my door today.
However, i'll have to push it off now.
(Pouts)

Alright, i've done !
I'm so excited for tomorrow.
Wish me all the best k.

2008-12-31T06:20:00.003+08:00

Recently my internet was facing some problems.
And now it's solved !

Yeah, met up with T on recent Saturday.
T came over to my house to bake muffins !
We baked banana and chocolate muffins.
The chocolate muffins tasted much better than what i did the other time as we added spoons and spoons of choco powder, don't-know-how-many choco chips and the coloured sugars.
Whereas, the banana muffins failed.
I don't know why, i used to bake good banana muffins.
L.o.l

Actually, we're supposed to meet up early and bake then go to somewhere further to catch our movie.
But, the previous night i vomitted and diarrhoea.
Then, i was still feeling abit unwell that morning, so we met up much later !
After baking, it was already evening time, so we decided to catch our movie at Lot 1.

Regarding vomitting and diarrhoea, i also don't know why.
Perhaps i'll vomit and diarrhoea on every December, like last year.
Laugh.

Before the movie, we went to do a little shopping.
Then we take away chicken wings and drumlets from Pizza Hut !
(:

We caught Twilight !
I rate it 5.5/10 - it's quite a crap.
But.. The actor is so cool and protective of his girlfriend.
I think this melts all girls' heart.
Therefore, it's worth it to watch this movie.
Heh.

Robert Pattinson is just so charming !
Even T agrees too.
We go ga-ga over him.. Which proves that we ain't lesbians.
XD

*****

We visited the toilet before we left Lot 1.
It was already minutes to midnight therefore only some lights were on.
The toilet is quiet and dark - only us.
We heard noises, people were coming.

There were 2 guys and 2 girls.
There were this conversation out there about the guys asking the girls whether would they want them to accompany them into the toilet if they are afraid and said they can accompany them into the cubicle too if they want.
Like wtf.

T and i already gave that rolled eyes.
I suppose they didn't know we're in the toilet.
Alright, only the girls came in.
Then the guys out there were making ghostly sounds which sounds idiotically like a fool.

Then we went out first as we're done.
I went out first.
The 2 pea brain guy wanted to scare their friends but they "scared" me instead.
Why is it "scared" and not scared is becos' we ain't scared by them.
I somehow knew it becos' outside was suddenly quiet.
Then i looked at that guy who attempted to scare me and said "Nb la", then T came behind said "Cb la".

L.O.L

*****

The next morning, mommy dragged me out of the bed.
Prepared and cabbed to cousin's house.
T^T

It's my niece's 1 month old celebration.
That was my first time seeing her.
Her name is Nicole.
Very tiny, chubby and sweet looking.
Her parents dressed her up like a flower, like Thumbelina.
L.o.l !

My cousin introduced me to one of her friend as when i was young she used to bring me to town frequently.
At that time i was a shortie.
Then her friend move over to look at me from top to bottom as my legs was initially blocked by the table.
She exclaimed, "Wow, didn't wear high heels ah".
LOL make me laughed.

*****

Alright, not forgetting my lovely nephew..

*****

Well, gotta go sleep now !
It's 6 in the morning.
Lastly...
I think they are h-o-t !

2008-12-20T22:36:00.007+08:00

K, i spent days on this post.
Late updates, many photos.
Enjoy !

Tenth of December

Tutor treat me to a lunch at Hog's Breathe Cafe.
The servings are quite huge yet both of us did managed to finish up everything.
The food was quite alright only but the fries are good.
The ambience was good, nice songs, quiet and peaceful becos there wasn't much customers at that time. In fact there's no other customer after we left.

Aftermath we went to stroll around in the mall.
Shopped at Mango for quite awhile as it was having sales up to 50%.
I didn't purchase anything there even though some apparels were really cheap as i don't quite flavour the stuffs there and it was very crowded.
Whereas tutor bought a top and a bag there.

Brought Pierce down to school at night as buddy wanted to see him.
Buddy came and fetched us to school as he had gotten the keys from teachers.
Pierce was somehow frightened by buddy's over friendly actions.

There was a time whereby little Pierce cried non-stop after staring at the D&T block.
Maybe it's too dark or, what-so-ever.
Brought him up to the hall and coax him using whatever gadgets we had.
He finally stop crying after i gave him my cell phone.
Haha.

Eleventh of December

Went down to school during afternoon for prefect's camp day 2 while it's pouring heavily with Thomas.
Apparently i missed almost all of the games as i'm not suitable for some - Etc, water games.
Well, below are some of the photos of the activities held.

*Photo credits to Azim.

Featuring Mr.TCCYY !

I camped in school that day.
Su Fei was saying that she will definitely wake up at 6 am the next day and warn me that if i don't wake up she's gonna abandon me and do her stuffs.
L.o.l
However, the very next morning i woke up officially* at 7 am and she's still sleeping.
Then i sat there, eating the choco biscuit i saved from my supper and smsing.
Only until 8 am buddy and her woke up.
Hahaha.

There wasn't any games on day 3 as it was the last day of camp.
But there were Mass Dance !
Su Fei, Issac, buddy and I joined the campers in dancing and we were at there 自high.
Crazy and enjoyable.
(:

FYI, this sleeping bag which include that water bottle was the only "thing" i brought to the camp.
Some necessities were stuffed inside the bag with the sleeping mat.
Ahahaha.

Met T right after i went home to clean up after breakcamp.
Well, it was an impromptu date.
(:

*Only if i learn not to be obstinate, my heart will be freed.
Then, i'll be truly happy.

2008-12-13T02:42:00.003+08:00

Moody..
Why do i feel this way?
I feel like crying man !
)=

Hais hais hais.
Bye, i'm gonna sleep now.

WHY?
I'm fucking pissed off too.

2008-12-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Materialistic
I am.

I'm on cloud nine upon knowing that Aunt Samara will be getting me the stuffs i wanted badly. My happiness level can be easily filled up by objects.
I feel so shallow right now.
AHAHAHA.

Whatevah.
Yayness !
:DDD

2008-12-06T17:41:00.006+08:00

Flames To Dust

I can't express this feeling anymore.
Goodbye.

2008-12-06T10:25:00.004+08:00

Headache headache headache
Headache headache headache
Headache headache headache
Headache headache headache
Headache headache headache

The pain has persisted for almost a week.
The following are the researches i did.
I think i'm just lack of sleep...

A migraine is a common type of headache that may occur with symptoms such as nausea, vomiting, or sensitivity to light. In many people, a throbbing pain is felt only on one side of the head.

Vision disturbances, or aura, are considered a "warning sign" that a migraine is coming. The aura occurs in both eyes and may involve any of all of the following:
- A temporary blind spot
- Blurred vision
- Eye pain
- Seeing stars or zigzag lines
- Tunnel vision

Not every person with migraines has an aura. Those who do usually develop one about 10-15 minutes before the headache. However, it may occur just a few minutes to 24 hours beforehand.
Migraine headaches can be dull or severe. The pain may be felt behind the eye or in the back of the head and neck.

Other symptoms that may occur with the headache include:
- Chills
- Increased urination
- Fatigue, loss of alertness
- Loss of appetite
- Nausea and vomiting
- Numbness, tingling, or weakness
- Problems concentrating, memory problems
- Sensitivity to light or sound
- Sweating

Migraine attacks may be triggered by:
- Alcohol
- Allergic reactions
- Bright lights
- Certain odors or perfumes
- Changes in hormone levels (which can occur during a woman's menstrual cycle or with the use of birth control pills)
- Changes in sleep patterns
- Exercise
- Loud noises
- Missed meals
- Physical or emotional stress
- Smoking or exposure to smoke

Nocturnal Migraine

Many patients who have migraine will experience their attacks during the middle of the night or early morning hours. This headache often awakens the patient from sleep.

Recent evidence suggests that these attacks are related to changes in neurotransmitters in the brain during sleep. It is recommended that patients treat the headache when the attack begins, elevate their upper torso (back, shoulders, and head) and rest or try to go back to sleep.

When sleeping beyond the normal wakeup time, a patient may be awakened by a migraine attack.

Ophthalmoplegic

Migraine Ophthalmoplegic migraine is a rare condition considered to be an unusual form of migraine.

The pain usually surrounds the eyeball and lasts from a few days to a few months, caused by weakness of the muscles surrounding the eye. It is important to confirm the diagnosis of ophthalmoplegic migraine, as similar symptoms can be caused by pressure on the nerves behind the eye.

P/S: Please cut my brain into half.

2008-12-04T08:13:00.003+08:00

I slept at 1 am and woke up at 5 am.
And here i am blogging.

I realised i can't sleep much when i sleep earlier than before.
I can only sleep for like three/four hours only.
It's so tiring ! But i couldn't fall asleep after i'm awake.
Frustrating !

Nevermind.
Shopping later on again ! *Grins*
I lov lov love shopping !
I can't wait to splurge !

Alright, waiting for people to call me. (;
Ciao.

2008-12-02T03:05:00.002+08:00

This is so irritating !

1. Bought wrongly a M size shorts instead of a S size shorts.
The sales girl took that S size shorts to check for the code and come back with a M size shorts i suppose. And, i did not even bother to check carefully. The worst thing is that the S size shorts is left with the last piece and M size shorts really doesn't fit me !

2. There's this belt that i really like, is too loose for me ! Aw man, it's a stretchable somemore which i suppose it will be tight. I don't think i'm that skinny lor. Don't understand !

3. I asked a few shops for any job vancanies but however there's only 1 which the chances are very slim cos' both of the workers are foreigners which i suppose their pay are lower. And i think employers would rather hire someone at a lower pay and i'm like so young ! Dreams dashed.

4. My health is deteriorating ! Keep having small illnesses here and there. I must treasure my health before i get sick which will be too late ! I will force myself to have ample sleeping time. So... 口爱, don't have to worry, i guess i won't die that easily. Haha !

Etc, etc.

K, i felt much better ranting here.

2008-12-01T05:00:00.005+08:00

I'm tired, but i still do not wanna sleep.
I've made up my mind, i want a job, a job !

Please don't fade away.

vexvexvexvexvex
$$$$$$ !

2008-12-01T03:49:00.007+08:00

Do you believe that we really kissed in this photo? （：
Haven't been contacting with her since the last paper.
Hope she's doing fine.

With Ong Mei Yan.
I don't wanna talk about her, skip !
.
.
.

With Madeline Hui.
I reckon her life is still the same, being her boyfriend's 24 hours 老婆 !
Boring.

I'm feeling so broken inside..
T^T

P/s: These photos were taken months ago.

2008-11-27T01:52:00.007+08:00

Spent my lazy afternoon reading and napping.
I don't really like to sleep, but was forced by circumstances.
However, i still did not manage to avoid the catastrophe. -_-;;

宰相肚里能撑船
相信明天会更好

Elizabeth Tan Shay
Ain't she lovely?

These two photos were sent by Aunt Samara via email after the birthday wishes.
She and her family haven't come visiting us at Singapore for a year or so already.
Hope they are doing fine there.

(Misses)

Class photo - Formal shot

Funshot 1

Funshot 2

*****

I've scanned the class photos already.
Feel free to right click and save it, classmates ! (:

2008-11-25T04:25:00.006+08:00

I'm suffering from insomnia, i spent hours to get myself to sleep.
AND, my sleeping time is super abnormal.
Around 8 AM, 12 Noon etc - Morning hours.
I always have nightmare too.
口愛think that i've abit of depression.
Then i told her, if i have i'd take a butcher knife and chop her.

T^T
I need sleeping pills !

*****

14th November

I was late for almost an hour that day.
However all of them were late too, but it's just that i'm the latest.
Was kinda embarassed to let so many people to wait for me.

Went to Sentosa with Bing Han, Su Fei, Sanly, Wee Boon, Pamela, Isaac and Wen Wei for volleyball.

After hours of playing, everyone was feeling sleepy. -_-;;
I think it's rather funny becos we should feel energetic instead of restless when playing sports and it was scorching.

Isaac went to purchase 2 big gulp and a big bottle of H2O.
We then shared it among ourselves.
Wen Wei then left for work.

It rained, heavily.
Went to clean ourselves then waited under the shelter for the rain to become smaller.
"Huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo, wo men yao gen ta men yi qi huo chu qu le.. "

Went to Vivo City and had our lunch at Terra Café.
All of us had set meals - Soup, meal, ice-cream.
Everyone finished everything except me, i couldn't even finish any, so wasteful.
I think the part when we're paying for the bill was hilarious la.
Shall not elaborate much.
-o-"

Sanly then left too.
The rest of us wandered around aimlessly.
We then went to the rooftop sky park to enjoy the breeze and relax.
We stayed there for hours, near 4 hours i presume.

Don't she look like a Kissing Gourami? XD

I like my hair colour here.

打灯打灯 ! （：

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
让我暂时的依靠
那是短暂止痛药很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

P/S: I'm gonna change my url soon, most probably. (:

2008-11-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

8th November

Guo Feng organised a birthday celebration for Ji An and me.
Although it wasn't really a celebration, i did enjoyed it.

There were Sanly, Guo Feng, Wee Boon, Pamela, Shou Xian, Mak, Wen Wei, Ji An and me.

Firstly, we had our lunch at Thai Exp.
I brought out my travel pack tissue that i bought the previous day when i was out with Mei Yan as i was having runny nose due to allergy as i was worried that my nose will be runny that day too.
Then they were like, whoa ! Another one.
This is because in their class, their classmates call Shou Xian the tissue boy, lol.
He will have tissue with him anytime one.

We then proceeded to Marina Square intending to play bowling.
However, all the lanes were occupied, so we had to wait approx. 1 hour for our turn.
Hence, while waiting, we went to Kpool and had 2 matches of pool game.
1st match - Wee Boon and Pamela vs Wen Wei and I
Both Pamela and I didn't really know how to play and the guys gave us chances when we did not hit the ball, haha.
Alright, the winning team is
.
.
.
Wen Wei and I(:
All thanks to Tai Wen Wei ! Heh.

Finally, there were lanes for us already.
We then proceeded for bowling.
It costs us(7 people, excluding Sx and Sanly) $89.90 for 3 rounds.

I think my pose above is somehow idiotic lor.
Nevermind ! There isn't other's photo.
For the first round, i had the ball into the drain everytime w/o fail.
That's so embarassing lor but the rest kept giving me encouragement.
Yay ! I did strike for the second round then everyone were like stunted.
Hahaha.

The happy bowlers.

↓

After the game, Shou Xian was hungry already.
Therefore, Ji An, Wen Wei, Sanly and me accompanied him to KFC whereas the rest made their way home.

B.F.F !

*****

9th Nov - 10 Nov

Carrie came over to my house to stay overnight/celebrate my birthday at night !
She also bought a piece of cake for me, hence, i have 3 more wishes ! Lol.

2008-11-09T20:41:00.015+08:00

祝我生日快乐…

By Wen Wei

今天姐姐和姐夫带我去fish farm买鱼
鱼儿，鱼缸，饲料，等等花了百多块…

我们也在那附近看狗，那些小狗都很可爱
一向对小狗没有兴趣的我突然好喜欢/想养哦，可惜我的鼻子对毛茸茸的东西过敏
就还是等到我长大以后会照顾自己再说吧 ! Hehe.

我的black forest生日蛋糕
虽然每一次在蛋糕上许愿都没实现，可是还是许了3个愿望 -_-;;

安装好鱼缸咯 !

外婆在数鱼缸里有几条鱼
简直就像海底捞针 -_-;;

小精灵

2008-11-08T03:36:00.002+08:00

I'm having my dinner now !
Time is kinda tight and i'm busy !
I'm rather exhausted and my whole body is aching.
Alright, shall post about today which is yesterday to be exact.

I went out with 口爱口爱 Mei Yan ! Haha.
This was the first time we went out together like after two years.
Our outfits were contrast in colour - black and white.
Mei Yan - White top, white bottom, black bag and black sandals
Me - Black top, black bottom, white bag and white sandals
Lol, we didn't plan so.
In additional, we are one tall and one short.
Hahaha.

First stop - Mei Yan's fave hangout
Second stop - Chinatown (Lol)
Third stop - Bugis

We went to Chinatown for our frog porridge as we were craving for it.
Ate till damn full. (:
I must get some fats, i've lost 1 - 2 kg.

Gosh, i spent approx $80 on mainly food.
No apparels caught my attention !
Mei Yan and i each bought a chinese storybook.
I'm gonna read it when i'm less busy, which is probably after o-level, during my leisure time.
Happy (:

I guess i have to find a job.
Otherwise at this rate of spending money, i'll be broke very soon.
Anyone have any lobang?

That's all.
Gonna turn in soon, going out tomorrow. (;
Hopefully it will be fun.

2008-11-07T02:37:00.000+08:00

Graduation day, 10/10

Two-eight o-six

2008-11-06T03:26:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Pierce
0211

Happy birthday to Freddy
0311

Happy birthday to Ji An
0411

YAYNESS
It had been 1234567890 days since i last posted.
I've many photos on hand to post ! But it is mainly Pierce's photo.
Heh, can't help it cos' he occupies part of my life now.

I'm elated.
I'm looking forward to everyday !
Imma carefree girl !

I wanna get a new url cos' : I-wantyou.blogspot.com
sounds kinda cheesy? Ha !
I'm gonna grind my brain juice ta think !

2008-09-16T21:27:00.009+08:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然后就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

***

遥远是宇宙静静在背后去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

2008-09-15T19:11:00.021+08:00

Baby Pierce got into an accident !

***

See his old photos, all so cute and well right?

*
*
*

Pierce: Tsk, all your fault la ! Make me disfigured..

It's solemnly my fault.
I carried him near the tv and play.
Due to my negligence, he knocked himself on the tv console.
Therefore, the left side of his cheek got bruised.
It's approximately 2 cm long ! Another red spot is a mosquito bite mark.
-o-"

However... He is still very cheeky !

*
*
*

Pierce: I am a happy boy !

2008-09-14T20:01:00.009+08:00

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声
你努力藏著还怕我难过

我走了 …
时间回不去了

2008-09-14T00:25:00.013+08:00

The world is grey and the colour is black.
It's turnin' ugly.

(:
Smile hard.

I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
I am Agatha I am Agatha I am Agatha
Haha

2008-09-08T19:51:00.013+08:00

闷

Prelim started, 41 days to o level.
Haven't revise any subjects yet !
Hmm, don't intend to study Sciences and Poa cos' i think it is gone case leh.
I don't feel like sitting for Poa papers.

Had Mt papers today.
And.. I did not bring my chinese dictionary book but only the electronic one.
I realised my semi-dead electronic dictionary is Spoilt ! just when the exams are starting.
* Fluster *
Luckily Choon Sin lent me his ! Otherwise the whole paper 1 i don't have to do, cos' practically i will be checking almost every single word i write.
Damn grateful to him ! But i don't know what was he doing without a dictionary.
Madeline gonna lend me hers ! Heh.

日有所思，夜有所梦
I miss u so.

2008-09-07T02:13:00.014+08:00

I had a really tough time signing in to this blogger account using Iphone previously.
I could sign in for the other account.

Talk about bbq-ing.
It rained heavily halfway and the fire was extinguished.
Went to the shelter, chatted and ate tidbits till eleven.
Cabbed home.

I detest smokers,
smokers who doesn't spare a thought for people around them.
I was having allergy and uncles over there were smoking non-stop.
Didn't they knew i was allergic to those?
Or at least didn't they saw children around?
Allergy + bbq smoke + cigg, my nose was runny all the way !

Dined at Sakae Sushi with mom on Friday.
And, went shopping with 亲愛的 on Monday.
We haven't been going out together since last year if excluded cultural nite.
Finally, after umpteen times of postponing our date ! Heh.

School's reopening and prelim will start.
Seriously i'm still in lala land, haven't been studying.
So little time, but so much to do.
To improve and score..
I gotta stop procrastinating.
加油 ! （：

*****

I don't like people who approach me with ulterior motive.

2008-09-06T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm using my sis iPhone to post.
I'm at fajar bbqing now. :D

2008-08-31T18:51:00.001+08:00

Pick one.

2008-08-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

My sissy bought an Iphone.
It's like so sleek please?
And and, the features are good !
It has Wi-Fi...

It's chio and cool la.
I told sis and sis in law, "Wa, white one somemore !"
Then they laughed, cos' they guessed i would say that.
Hehe.

Nevertheless, my Lg Viewty Ku990 is not so bad too.
The features are quite similar with Iphone too.
Moreover it's in baby pink !

Pardon me, i'm obsessed with my cellphone.
Aha, all angles also have !

Must call Lg gimme advertisement fee already.
Hohohohoho..

2008-08-28T17:22:00.008+08:00

I have a dream behind the curtain
with whom to share I do not know
I desire to share so many secrets hidden within
which no one can understand
Outside the window following the heavy dew
tonight falling flowers form a mound
Spring comes and goes leaving behind no trace
except a dream behind the curtain
The one who can understand my innermost feelings
will be the one who shall plant love's most profound seed
If perchance we are able to meet and mutually understand
together we can share this dream behind the curtain

2008-08-27T00:01:00.009+08:00

Twelve in the morning,

I love Hot Pink
I love Creamy White
I love Maya Blue
I love Yellow-Green
I love Shimmering Silver

I love, ♥

2008-08-26T17:42:00.007+08:00

Rainy Day

Whee. I can log on to Imeem now.
It just happen to allow me to and i can change my songs already.
Hahaha.

Was playing with Little Pierce
and granny told me to be careful with him, the floor is hard.
I replied her, "of cos' the floor is hard, otherwise soft?" Lol.

MM acting emo !

It's gonna be a short week.
Lesser extra lessons, prelim practical and Teachers' Day celebration/Aces' Day/Be Yourself Day ! Yay.

Yes, yes.
I am recovering from my flu and cough.
(:

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally..

2008-08-24T15:13:00.004+08:00

I am unhappy.
My lovely weekend is ruined by fever.

):

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And i will never find another lover
More precious than you, more precious than you

2008-08-22T21:40:00.003+08:00

Don't Procrastinate!

"Then i will start my essay..."

2008-08-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

His laughter always brighten up my day.

2008-08-17T22:52:00.005+08:00

I love baby.

Yesterday was a pretty long day.
Hmm. Bought baby pink Lg Viewty and changed plan.
Haha. I can sms all i want now cos' it is unlimited.

SMS ME NOW ! Lol.
I will reply. Hahaha.

2008-08-16T00:03:00.006+08:00

Hi. I've submitted my fnn coursework on Thursday.
I've been slogging for it since 7 January till 14 August, 8 months and 7 days.
It's like having a baby, haha.
However, i don't think i did very well for a few segment, like Evaluation.

I was burning midnight oil for the past few days without having naps.
And, till 0515 on Thursday morning and gave up on Evaluation and went to sleep.
Woke up at 0700 for school.
Was late and was sent to Ms Sng as i was six times late for this term.
She was finding me for fnn coursework actually.
Did essay writing and filing of fnn courseworks.
Aftermath, called up my mom.

She said she is a discipline teacher calling from the school informing her that i've been late several times this term.
Mom told her that i unable to wake up on time as i've been sleeping late always becos' i'm doing my fnn coursework without knowing that she's my fnn teacher.
Ms Sng gave me a smile and told mom not to worried as fnn submission was that day, so need not worried that i'll be late for the same reason.
Hehehe.

Damn exhausted i am, went home and straight away slept from like 5pm till the next day 7am.
Damn power k.

Photos on 8 August:

I love them k !

2008-08-11T00:14:00.006+08:00

Which phone shall i get?

2008-08-08T23:02:00.017+08:00

Choir performance for Singapore national day was awesome !
Commendable for their bravery.
Time really flies.
Both Madeline and I felt that it was just not long ago when we performed on stage for last year's national day.

Had photo-taking with 06th prefectorial batch.
Aftermath went for chemistry practical.
Ms Yeo gave presents related to Olympic to students for the most accuracy for the previous practical.
Both Ain and me got the most accurate one.
I got to choose the presents first as mine was the more accurate one.
I choose a 晶晶 multi colour pen over a 晶晶 pencil case.
Hahaha.

And yes !
During yesterday's assembly, our class was announced as the winner for the most no. of participation racial harmony outfit ! And among three racial harmony drawings, two winning groups are from our class ! 3rd was from Ameera, Ain, Natasha and Khaleeda ! 2nd was from a secondary three class. And lastly, the 1st was by Vanessa, Eliana, Madeline and me ! Heh.
Each of us got a 15 dollar gift voucher for Popular bookstores.

Watched the opening ceromony of the Olympics !
It is really called grand opening, very grand.
Ha !

The Olympic cauldron.

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on !

2008-08-04T23:45:00.008+08:00

Hi. I love coursework and coursework love me.

I crave for sakae sushi's soft shell crab handroll.
I crave for thaiexp's curried soft shell crab.
I crave for famous amos cookies' no nut cookie.
I crave for ya xin's chicken wings.
I crave for ya xin's baked pasta.
I crave for ya xin's strawberry coated cookies.
I crave for madeline's butter muffins.
I crave for ben and jerry's sweet cream and cookies.
I crave for hersheys' cookies and creme.
I crave for mango juice.
I crave for spicy clams.
Hmm.

2008-08-03T01:35:00.001+08:00

I may appear to be a happy-go-lucky person
but actually i ain't.

2008-08-02T02:36:00.000+08:00

The latest time table.
Well, difference only for Tuesday and Wednesday's Math, Maths* and Poa.

Hmm. I don't get it when someone added you in Friendster then gave you comments like "Thanks for adding" or "Thanks for the add", do they really understand by that phrase? And, someone that you ignored their comments which means you don't feel like reply or answering them but they kept commenting on why didn't you reply, isn't that obvious enough? Also, people who gave silly messages in Friendster such as "Can i add you as a friend?". They should just add and people that you don't wanna make friends with you can just reject right? Oh, i think Friendster is stupid.

And, whenever i went into Imeem, the whole page is full of symbols.
I don't know why. Tried many ways but to no avail.
Well, i can't change my blog song now.

Dino Run

Run for your life and escape the oncoming wall of doom!

Play this free game now!!

2008-07-23T20:45:00.005+08:00

I'm not ready.

Exam practice:
24/7/08 - El P2
25/7/08 - Mt P2
28/7/08 - SS and POA
29/7/08 - Emath P1 and History
30/7/08 - Physics and Fnn coursework
31/7/08 - Chemistry
Fnn coursework - 31/7/08
Prelim exam
O'S - 89 days

有得也有失，可是我总觉得我失去的比我得的还要多…

2008-07-20T21:20:00.014+08:00

Had received choir photos on cultural nite from Farhana today.
Gonna upload at choir blog later on.
(:

Had Sakae Sushi on Wednesday w/ 口愛口愛 ! after Physics practical.
Noticed that most waitress are Filipino
Therefore, i conclude that they are also having Philippine exchange like what our school does.
Hahaha.

Had Kobayashi on Thursday.
Saw Pan Shun Qing at Daiso.

Four-six peeps are really cute la.
They have lots of comments on this Bring $1 on Mon for T-cher's day gift ! on Friday.
Honestly speaking i don't feel like contributing too.
Hehe.

Click to enlarge.

Cute caterpillar drawn by T.
Heh.

Hopefully these will keep me happy for a day or so.
Ordered Pizza Hut - Starzbites Cheesy Extreme for dinner.
The cheese is really nice.
(:

My cellphone is so-gonna-die.
It kept went blank.
Gaaaah.

Take me away, a secret place.

2008-07-17T19:46:00.008+08:00

I love u, T.

Happy Birthday songs dedicated to T !

English version,

Chinese version,

Turkish version,

Japanese version,

Korean version,

2008-07-13T17:17:00.013+08:00

Have been on the web call w/ 口愛口愛 ! these few days.
And, 口愛 got the fourth position for Merry Christmas.
Bravo 口愛 !

Merry Christmas

Get loads of presents.

Play this free game now!!

Ignore my name, haha.
口愛's, abcKOAI.

However, she used some despicable methods so to get in that position.
Hehe.

Didn't go for tuition.
Thus, did some cleaning.
Now my computer desk area is super clean !
Dust-free, wires aren't tangled.
My room is almost ready except for my shelf !
Heh.

It's just becos' i'd looked forward to.

2008-07-12T18:58:00.003+08:00

Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone.

***

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have a changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones. (Evil laughters)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I adore bright colours. (Pink!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (Double bold)
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

***

Let nature take it's course.

2008-07-11T23:30:00.022+08:00

Went for cultural nite.
Met Lien Ching and Ya Xin.

I suck in the photos.
I couldn't smile.
Maybe the photo at the bottom right is the best smile.
:(((

While i'm on my way to the bus stop, there were malay guys at the corridor teasing me.
They woo-ed and sang.
"Oh oh oh oh oh oh, run away from home" -0-!
I ignored.

Dined at Kobayashi.
Saw Madeline and Jonathon there too.
While making our way to the train station at the traffic road, a baby trolley hurt Ya Xin's ankle then i went to hold her.
However, my shawl dropped and Ya Xin picked up for me.
Lien Ching and i was actually quite frightened as it was red lights and the cars was like gonna-charge-anytime.
Haha.

The performance was ok.
I actually wanted not to go for cultural nite cos' of a reason.
However, i still went for choir and some other reasons.
Still, i wasn't in a good mood so i was kinda distracted.

Choir performance with the Philippines' singers was item 08.
They were good.
How much i missed them.

Went to meet choir after cultural nite.
Talked, took photos and bla.
Then, Mrs Choo knew we're going home, so both Ms Tay and Mrs Choo told us to "long pang" choir bus home instead.
Reached home around 11.
Haha.

Talked alot with Ms Tay on the bus.
She asked, if she were to ask us to perform for cultural nite, will we agree to it.
Actually, she should have asked.
Whatevah.
Heard choir had been practising real hard.
Claps for them.
(:

I'm still feelin' dejected.
I don't know what to do.
I feel so torn.

:(((

2008-07-11T15:14:00.001+08:00

I thought i can win.
But, i've lost.

Lost to you.

2008-07-11T15:07:00.003+08:00

But you said, it's just me and you.

Why am i so naive?
Why did i trust you?
Why am i vulnerable to you?

2008-07-11T15:01:00.003+08:00

This is how you break me.
And, you didn't sense a single thing.

I asked myself, who are me to you.
The answer was friend.
Yes, you're just an ordinary friend to me.
So am i is just an ordinary friend to you.

I'm fine, i'm still very fine.

2008-07-11T14:51:00.001+08:00

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Fuck you.
I really hate you.

2008-07-11T14:42:00.005+08:00

Wtf.
I waited from morning till now.
In the end this is what i got from you.
Bullshit.

I hate you.

2008-07-10T18:04:00.003+08:00

HI-YA !
K, i'm going to trim my fringe tomorrow.
I'm worried that it will look weird as i'm going for cultural nite and i don't wanna look stupid.

And, i'm feelin' worried
1. I'm worried...
2. I'm worried...
3. I'm worried...
4. I'm worried...
5. I'm worried...
.
.
.
100. I'm worried that i'm worried.

My class haven't been attending chemistry lesson since weeks ago, as Ms Chew has had her maternity break already.
So.. the vice principal is gonna be our chemistry teacher.
Haha, how cool right.

103 days to o's.

P/s: Happy b'day to Celeste Ho Yi Wen.

2008-07-09T01:24:00.005+08:00

I'm feelin' super excited now.
I don't know why either, or maybe i didn't wanna mention it here.
Haha.

However, i'm somewhat depress over some matters too.
I feel hatred in me.
I really loathe this feeling
and i hope this feeling will stop.
I shall stop thinking too much otherwise i'll get hurt.

I wanna sleep, but i'm stuck on that shit.
And, my motivation level is darn low now.
But, who can i blame for not doing it during weekends and youth day.

Fnn = knn

Whatevah it is, i gotta submit to my fate.
Wish me luck in getting up on time for school later on !
Ciao !

2008-07-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

I ♥ choir.

I've decided, i'll be going for cultural nite.
And, i've bought the ticket.
I'm gonna give my utmost support to Choir.

I believe they are gonna made us, seniors proud.
(:

2008-07-07T22:04:00.004+08:00

I ♥ my gladiator sandal.
Hehe.

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞

2008-07-06T21:55:00.005+08:00

Chick Flick

It's too soon to leave the nest, but tell that to adventurous chicks.

Play this free game now!!

Played this with mom and i got super high la.
We're @ level 5, haha.

Fallin' head over heels.
♥♥♥

2008-07-06T03:01:00.002+08:00

Dolphin pitches !

Vitas - Opera No.2

Super high pitch @ 2:50

Taiwan's Vitas, haha

Watched The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show on Friday's night.
All the models are tall and have slender legs.
* Envy *
Haha.

2008-07-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yaaay.
It's Friday !
And, Monday is a holiday.

I can sleep longer already.
I've been sleeping at 1 every night.
And, i'm almost late for school today.
Woke up at 0732 and reached school at 0736, which i think it's very amazing.
Madeline was like telling me to run cos' the gate was closing.
Then, Mr Gabriel saw me running like a dog and he opened the gate.
Heh.

Had many free periods nowadays so i just have to plug in my ear piece
and have a very nice sleep with my babi next to me.
Haha.

Attended the ev session just now which i tried to escape twice but failed.
I did not speak anything for that 1 hour whereas the rest at least talked.
Hahaha.

Had a floorball match yesterday during PE.
We were grouped malays w/ malays, chinese w/ chinese.
Kinda racist.
That babi very clever lor, still can text during the match and standing
right in the middle of our court somemore.
I think the game is quite rowdy, i got hit like four times?
._.

Yes, had measure our height and weight last week.
Guess what?
I've grown taller by 0.5 cm only.
And, i've gained weight.
Hehe.

I want 4 more kg !

我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用

2008-07-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

Masked & concealed

You hurt him.
You broke him.
You loved him.
You toyed him.
You fooled him.
You framed him.
You cheated him.
You angered him.
You troubled him.
You screwed him.
You neglected him.
You lied to him.

Like a porcelain doll.

2008-07-02T21:57:00.003+08:00

Like a balloon, pop! and there it go.

You maligned her.
You slandered her.
You bitched her.
You accused her.
You threatened her.
You controlled her.
You won her.
You mocked her.
You disgusted her.
You hated her.
You brought her down.

You slapped her.

2008-07-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

我的宝贝（：

Filled w/ disdain

2008-07-01T21:25:00.004+08:00

F. There's a limit to one's patience.
Fagot, you've crossed the line.

An autocratic behavior you own.
Dominating and tyranzing is your favorite pastime i presume.
Not every people around you will do as you bid.
Continue with your cockiness and i'll see how you'll fall badly.

I know you put 10 paddings to push up your bosom.
Laughs.

What a wannabe.
Aha, just a bitch.

Shallow peoples.

2008-06-30T19:46:00.001+08:00

Afresh

2008-06-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

It's over and done,
but the heartache lives on inside.

2008-06-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out.

2008-06-25T23:52:00.012+08:00

I believe, everything happen for a reason.

The Bottom Line
You kept a dream in your heart for a reason. Honor it by trying one more time.
In Detail
Today, it's time to get introspective. Unlock that little spot in your ear where you keep all your silly ideas and pipe dreams -- isn't there a chance that you could make one of them happen, after all? Call up that crush from long ago -- they'd probably love to hear your voice. Give that headhunter one more call -- there could be a new opportunity for you. You've held onto these dreams for a reason, and you've got to honor them by giving them one more shot.

2008-06-24T20:00:00.004+08:00

What ever doesn't kill me, make me stronger.

Work it, make it, do it!
Makes us harder, better, faster, stronger.
(:

2008-06-23T17:12:00.004+08:00

很想知道你现在的消息
不清楚自己是怎样的心情
那个曾经只给我依靠的肩膀如今给了谁

时间改变了你我的样子
却留下了你爱我时的影子
那些曾经只给我流过的眼泪如今为了谁

你和我不了了之的爱情
有一段不了了之的回忆
你记得我还是已经忘记谁为谁放弃

你和我不了了之的爱情
留下了不了了之的痕迹
你快乐吗？是否有了爱的她要好好珍惜
你和我不了了之的爱情不再有不了了之的结局

2008-06-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

数不清的泪我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念只为等着你出现

回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

2008-06-19T05:51:00.000+08:00

音乐嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏
每一步都是悲伤的挣扎
带着牵挂谁都不想先停下

我穿着纯白的薄纱跟着他旋转在灯下
知道是最后一次拥着他

日出后就应该试着忘了要试着忘了他
我离不开他也留不住他
心像空荡大厅一切就要蒸发

我离不开他风留不住沙
远去里的牵挂是思念的时差

跟寂寞对话我留不住他
耶噢耶我还在想他
现在好想他好想他

2008-06-18T00:50:00.007+08:00

走了那麼遠　發現你不在身邊
獨自走過了什麼　自己都不了解
未來的藍圖應該有你　不該只剩嘆息　只是偶爾淚流不停

堅強的理由　只是自己騙自己
你眼中的恐懼　說什麼都多餘
付出的一切值不值得　永遠不會有答案
只有天知道我有多麼愛你

一顆心屬於一個人　在愛情裡什麼算公平
愛的深也傷的深是不是催眠了自己

一顆心屬於我自己　愛情裡找不到公平
而當你最後選擇了逃避　我學會不公平

2008-06-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

若爱上你怎么躲
梦你迷人笑过
而我每天总偷偷想你
这应否算是傻
在这芳心燃起恋火
但你明了我么
而每一天日子轻轻飞过
谁愿分秒记住我

2008-06-13T00:47:00.013+08:00

Yesterday,

Madeline: dunno wear wat tmr sia
Agatha: wear tube dress come
Madeline: dun want la, bake wear tube so bodoh :x
Agatha: cannot don't want
Madeline: i dun care
Agatha: cos' pierce like see mei nv ~
Madeline: :x
Agatha: so u must wear nice nice let him see
Madeline: u mei can liao la
my face = natural mei
no need ban mei mei
XD

This babi gemuk lagi bodoh, she wore a plain white shirt with a plain white shorts to bake and got stained.

Yaaay.
Baked - butter/choco muffins, butter biscuits, lemon sponge fingers
and snowballs today.

I feel much more better now ! (:
And, my mom was discharged from the hospital this afternoon.
She's still in great pain, have been lying on the bed for the whole day.
Well, she is taking medicines, so no worries.
Thanks to those peoples who are concern.
Thanks to all of your blessings, we got better. [♥]

My babi came over to my house during afternoon
to bake! with me.
Hehe.

Slept at five thirty plus in the morning.
Had to crawl out of the bed like a babi at one plus lor.
Hahaha.

Rise, rise !

Snowball - failed

Wash ups !

Poor Nyo Nyo and me have to do the cleaning
whereas that babi go find her boyfriend.

Not gonna upload the photos of Lemon Sponge Fingers, cos' it
doesn't look nice but it's yummy. XD

Esther 屁股 came to visit me around nine fourty five.
She's nice okay, knowing that i'm sick she made a trip to my place to get her goodies even when it's late already
and somemore made a "Get well soon" card for me leh.
And, she's my "curing angel"(that's what she said), my flu stopped when she came.
Haha. [♥]

Photos above were taken by my lousy webcam.

My blog's finally come to life.
More photos, more colourful.
Haha.

Ciao, love ones.
Kill kill, germs germs.

2008-06-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

Mom was just admitted to the hospital.
Hope that she'll be alright.

I'm still sick.
It hasn't get any better, even though with my flu medicine.
And, worst still, my ears are blocked.
Well, prolly it'll get better later.
Yes, prolly.